Well, I suppose you could say this problem is somewhat 'rocky' and things can be a bit of a 'horror'.

As you may well have noticed, for some reason a lot of the girls on here and on other TS sites, are based in the USA. Nothing wrong there you may think, except for the fact that the USA is several hours behind Great Britain where I live.

Tonight I was busy chatting to several girls on Gender Life when I suddenly realised it was well past midnight, when I had a busy day in the morning. No doubt the other girls would have gone on chatting for quite a while where I could have learnt such a lot which may have helped my own transition.

Sadly I was once again a victim of the Trans-Atlantic 'time-warp' and the call of my bed was just too strong!!!

The song above is ''Nothing Ever Happens" by Scottish band 'Del Ametri'. To a large extent it sums up exactly how I feel about my transition this evening. From being all excited last week to being in limbo this, just waiting for something to happen!

I'll need to get to my doctor as soon as possible to get him to find out what is happening, but why can't things just run smoothly for me for once? After all, what I want is easy to describe, I simply want my real body! I want to be what I am - a woman!!

I know it IS going to happen soon and that the song is actually wrong, but I just hope someone pushes who ever needs a push soon!

May I begin if my constantly starting posts with old songs is getting a little irritating, but looking on YouTube is reminding me of so many favourites from my long life - well it is long compared to some of you girls!!! (lol) I was going to post a different song by The Undertones to the one posted here, but it wouldn't allow embedding. That song was called "It's going to happen" because I am sure my transition is going to happen, it's just that I wanted to get started weeks ago!

Anyway, back to the subject of this post, in Northern England (where I live) today was the first really warm day of the year. Girls were wearing Summer dresses and short skirts and for my first real time I can hardly wait to join them!! And I can hardly wait till I can fill a swimming costume!

Enjoy the sun everyone, because as The Undertones sing 'Here comes the Summer!