For me and I suppose most of us my dream of womanhood started very many years ago. In my case I can almost certainly say that that was before most of the girls reading the blogs on Live Journal were born! That was 33 tears ago in my case! And in all that time the dream never dimmed whatever I did to attempt to deny it!

Over the years I have spent countless hours imagining what it would be like to finally be a woman and each day is bringing me closer to changing the life-long dream into a reality so that I will not have to imagine any longer. That's the reason I started this blog with 'Imagine' by John Lennon.

Becoming a woman has been a waking dream for decades, but I just wish my dream of going to sleep as a boy and waking up a girl could have come true! I remember years ago when I was involved in one of those Network Marketing 'things' hearing the saying that 'When the people lack vision they perish!' I think the same goes for dreams! And as dreams of womanhood have played such a huge part in all our lives our they really will come true.

A girlfriend of mine rang me earlier to see about an appointment, which sadly I missed this morning. Whilst we were talking she noticed a possible way for me to get through the 'log-jam' my transition appears to have fallen into. So tomorrow I'll be making a phone call which could go along way into turning my dream into a reality!

I said in my last blog that I had an important telephone call to make today, hence the video above 'Telephone - Long Distance Love Affair' by Sheena Easton. From 1984, when I should have been looking to transition, the video is incredibly 'cheesy' - and if the characters in it were the kind of men she liked - I really don't fancy hers at ALL!

Anyway, I had to get in touch with the psychiatrist, who I had been seeing for a while about the problems caused by the breakdown of my marriage, to see if they could help move my transition forward. As I didn't know if I was going to be talking to the psychiatrist or his secretary I was dreading making the call. I put off ringing until almost the last possible moment and wrote myself a 'script' of what I wanted to say.

Taking a very deep breath I keyed in the number and as the psychiatrist was out of the office I read my script to his secretary, expecting her to think, "What the hell is he talking about." So it was such a relief when she said the letter from him to say he's more than happy with my transition will be on my doctors desk tomorrow! It was so good to see that some people will do even more than they really need to!