My last posting marked the collapse of my relationship with Ann, my SO! I suppose no news is good news, and as I have not heard a word from her, I am now totally free to go ahead with my transition without worrying what she thinks, Or perhaps more importantly what her friends think!

But before you start to think I am a cruel unfeeling bitch (I am practicing the 'bitch' bit a little, but I'm not 'cruel and unfeeling') due to the collapse of my relationship I've spent most of the week laid up in bed hiding from the world, when I have had so much to do, not least getting my transition truly on track. Sadly, that's not something I can do whilst staring in bed!!

I wonder if any other girls have a bed like mine? The kind where when you should be getting up it gives you a big hug and whispers lullabies in your ears?

Well, I suppose you could say this problem is somewhat 'rocky' and things can be a bit of a 'horror'.

As you may well have noticed, for some reason a lot of the girls on here and on other TS sites, are based in the USA. Nothing wrong there you may think, except for the fact that the USA is several hours behind Great Britain where I live.

Tonight I was busy chatting to several girls on Gender Life when I suddenly realised it was well past midnight, when I had a busy day in the morning. No doubt the other girls would have gone on chatting for quite a while where I could have learnt such a lot which may have helped my own transition.

Sadly I was once again a victim of the Trans-Atlantic 'time-warp' and the call of my bed was just too strong!!!