Why is it? I am still a man with (sadly) all my parts, but on one of the internet 'friends' boards I still get a succession of what I can only describe as dirty old men wanting to get into my knickers!! They would certainly get a shock if they did for the next few years!! (lol)
Ok, so I admin I managed to look feminine in the photographs. And this is railing against what is still my physical sex, but why is it the most ugly and lecherous men who become the dirty old ones?





- Location:Awake @ 2am
- Mood:determined
- Music:Reba MacIntire

Ever since the age of 11 or 12, I have thought of myself as a transsexual, a woman trapped inside a man's body, but based on a recent message I got from a man somewhere in North America the most important thing in my life by far was that I was transitioning into a woman and that I still had a dick!!
Why is it that such an amazing invention as the internet has to stir up so many of mankind's baser instincts? Whilst a male I always wondered why the term mankind was used in describing our spiecies, since I started to become one it is all too evident why women do not create a 'stink' over the use of the term!
So many 'things' that bear a semblance (however small) of humanity can not be described as relating to all 'mankind', for example which gender buys the largest selection of sex magazines? Which pays for sex? The top-shelf displays in news agents is aimed at whom? Catholic priests are which sex? Which sex usually goes to strip shows? When was the last time you heard of a man being raped by a woman?
It is possible I pre-judged the guy who sent the message, he may have just been looking for some companionship, but sadly as the world seems to be coming more and more extreme in its views and even its sexual morals, I had to put my personal safety first.
My dream of becoming a woman is finally in sight! However, if that means being a 'Chick with a Dick' please send me back to bed and never wake me up!!`

(I found it strange that these two buildings that have more than a passing resemblance to the male phallus were both in the USA! One in Michigan and one in Florida)
- Location:In my 'Z' bed
- Mood:
recumbent - Music:The Beat
